Today, I really feel like I’m missing out, and not just me, I feel like M is missing out too.
Work pisses me off.
Because they threatened to fire me, I’m now literally tied to my desk, I am there BEFORE 9am every single day and leave after 5pm every single day. Often later.
And because they threatened to fire me, and because we are infertile and therefore need every single cent we can earn, I can’t risk getting fired.
So what does that all look like?
It looks like me, missing the first OB appointment.
And I’m really upset about it, M had to go by herself, which annoys me because she shouldn’t have to be at the OB alone with our babies!
So, today, I’m pissed at my work, that I got to miss out on yet another part of becoming a mother.
i have no idea how I am possibly going to wait 10 more sleeps before seeing the babies (or M!).
For those who like the details the apt was pretty standard, the chances of downs are significantly low, so we are v. happy with that (M got a copy of all the reports so we can see!). She got the req for the next scan and our next apt is on January 6th at 430pm, so hopefully we can go next time!